This post should be exist in the past few weeks, due to my laziness and some unexpectedness, it dragged till now. Before i step into my high school, my life is dull. I cared what people thought of me instate of what i thought about myself. I am what people want me to be. Fake. Shallow. I cant bear a single embarrassment in that time. Seriously. In the start of high school, i thought entering a new life will brought me something different. SAME. Dignity and own pride were prioritized. Pretending of what you were not was a very tedious and exhausted way to live. But i gritted my teeth and manage to survive the first two years with the same condition. In form 3, came my turning point.
From a almost complete loner transformed into a proud to call people who had friends. Bit by bit, i am exposing myself. Laughed because i am really happy, cried because i am sad, expressed myself based on the true heart. It taught me friends are vital. Therefore, i will try my best to possess everyone of them. Being selfish because of the fear of losing them which will reverse back my life to nothing. Starting to get mad when they met new friends, rage whenever they never invite you for outing when they invited others, get depressed when you felt left out and etc etc. From that onwards, i sealed myself into a chambers to avoid so-called getting hurt. Just prayed hard that my high school life end in a haste. Get myself into college without any hope of getting any enlightenment in my life and bumped into friends which really care about you and cry for you. Without any fear, share every bits of my life with them which i afraid to share with my high school mates because without being prejudice, they will mock you about that. I cant bear the pang of humiliation so i chose not to tell my high school mates. Day by day, they try were getting back in touch with me. I felt embarrassed of what i did in the high school period. We mingled a lot than usual.
Did things that i never did with my college besties. Sooner and later we ganged ourselves. We played hard, laughed hard. But we never ever get deep into each others' life, the fear of repeating the mistake all over again. We had our very own confidant which is not in the gang, but we were totally cool about it. The gang deducted and added. But we stay put. We start to grow and aged. From karaoke to get drunk. Start to get into each others life bit by bit. But still, keeping secrets from each other like dating and family stuff. Left few of us who spilled out our very own secrets without limits. For now, i can freely become who i want to be without concerning my own pride. Take me at it is or just back off, is a very simple equation. But, please dont tell me, i am begging you please, dont tell me what i did was wrong. Dont make me regret.
Ps: I didnt check my spellings or whatsoever, BEAR WITH ME.
Hate that. Whenever they called in, automatically they will think that you are obliged to help them or serve them whatever they demand. Excuse me, I am not your slave. Go grab one on the street if you want to have one, MORON. But I am still ok, not that bad. Due to picking Cantonese calls do not encounter "3k" people much. I am more to dealing with Hongky. Idle is the fun but sometime it does not go what you expected. Especially the Hong Kong airport staff Mr E and Ms K. Dialling in frequently and asked the same questions over and over again despite I had told her or him that it has to be done at the airport itself by calling the Business Support Unit. And they keep on calling and said, as usual "Hello, I am calling from Hong Kong airport, I am Kxxx. Can you help me to check a log?"(in Cantonese). But nowadays, i will just stop them when they said calling from hongkong airport by saying " Give me the log". Save my energy.
Besides that, they love to disseminate wrong information to passenger. Like a call just now. I kept on telling the pax that we cant do anything, you have to ask the airport to call the BSU themself because i cant do any thing due to the check in counter had closed and i cant do outbound calls. And she kept on telling me to transfer her call. Spoke to the airport staff and told them that they have to call the BSU, and that staff told the pax WE can't do anything. G.O.S.H. Screeching up while trying to explain the samething again and again because the staff kept on givingthe wrong information to the passenger.
Nothing much can do, as they think we owe them. Yelling at us, while they are freaking demanding. The most adorable one is the 3Ks. Defined as Kiasi, Kiasu and kiamsiap people. Due to flight cancellation, they will call in and see what alternatives they had. Once you said " Welcome to Jetstar, Desmond/Damon speaking, How can I help?" They will said " Desmond izit? Why you cancel my flight? You should ask my permission before cancelling my flight!" Idiot. Should I call you and said " Hi, I am calling from jetstar, Can i cancel your flight?" S.T.U.P.I.D.
Worst of all as my Rub Rub said, they like to lost their PNR and asked us to change her flight or resent iti. They will never mention what they want at the beginning. They will just said, i lost my PNR can you help me with that. Once you are done, they will said i would like to double check whether i have checked in baggage anot.
IS SO DISTURBING!!!
Phew, finish ranting , felt a sudden relief. hahaha.
P/s: The office is damn freaking cold
My group of my cute crazy friends grabbed me out yumcha AGAIN. We just met like 3 days ago? Awesome. Told that handsome Kajun I am working today, he protested he is working to day too. Fine, I thought that he is going to announce something because he rarely invite us yumcha, because ocassionally me and peihoong did the job. Head to the destined place as usual. the reason we yumcha was because kajun need to pass the phone to pei hoong.T.T. Xinyi said kajun going to resigned soon, then he will loads of time to bother us. Great.
As usual, around 11.30 i thought i can go home and sleep. Unfortunately, they said we are going to the park. Like park, going to a damn freaking real park in the midnight. Found a spot, sat there and chatted for 2 hours give or take.
Having alot of fun while talking with extremely high volume in the middle of the night without worrying we might attack by the residents. hahaha
Is 9 am in now with 90++ call queues waiting patiently(not all of them) for agent to attain them. Fortunately, I am in CANTON ONLY. Meaning, no calls. Or else, how am I suppose to blog while working? The couple dumped me, resulting me in being alone for the next 9 hours take or give.
The weather is pretty gloomy today, caused everyone feel sleepy. I managed to grab a pillow with me, haha, I can sleep whenever I want.
Only 10 agents working today more or less. Please. Don't be so stingy in recruiting new agents. We are thirsting for more. How people going to manage 100 call queues by 10 agents? Besides, everyone is absenting miserably on Sunday. Anyway, tommorow having Undang Test again. Stupid. I effing hate it. I got 39. Just because of 3 questions I have to pay 50 bloody bucks to retake the bloody test. Who set the passing scheme at 42? Did you study math? half of 50 is 25.
50/2= 25.
IS BLOODY 25. MORON.
I have to read again by doing 500 questions. STUPID, REDUNDANT. Not wasting time, I have to revise now. Damn it.
Inspired by Clover post. Before they step in my life, my high school life is dull and boring without any enthusiastic to go to school. After their existence, is like a turning point in my life. They taught me alot. I mean loads. Bryan taught me how to be cheerful all the time, John taught me to be to be balance between study and fun, Kajun taught me what is brotherhood in friendship should be, Clover taught me to be optimistic all the time, Xinyi taught me to be cool and be sentimental when it should be and last but not least, the people who i ommitted, they taught how to be have fun while studyibg. Rock!!!
Thinking about the past, I found out I've been very very nut and stupid. Drove mad because of just a little thing that it so small that nobody is going to bother about. I am the only stupid one who is so concern about that. My deepest apologies everyone. Sorry for my hot-tempered, my whiplash mood and my acidic words. Really really sorry.
Been having fun everyday with them. Just hung out last night for the sake of hanging out. Despite we just met 2 days ago, technically. Laughing my brains out, seriously, why do we have to bring this topic up every time we meet? But we never bored of it. Getting excited and excited each single bloody time. With all the vulgarness amplifying every where with regardless of where,when and why. Awesome. But , honestly, love single bits of it. Thats our true style. Haha.
It just went auto shooting xxx when we meet together.
By the way, I blog just for the sake of blogging.
P.S: There is only two hole not three. And Kajun is GAY.
Quickie, ( not quakie). It took decades for me to update my grave cold blog. Where should I start? Ok. I'm not single anymore by the way, as he(not good to disclose) said must appreciate each other more. Went to penang with former classmates. We really had a great time, chatting, eating, playing, sleeping, "fat-din-ing" and bak chi-ing. Been long time since we went holiday together, or should I said we never had a holiday before. Enjoyed every moment with them. Went sing k last thursday midnight, everyone not willing to go home especially clover and kj. Kj damn hyper without any valid reasons. By the way, this is the usual him. Haha.
Working as usual as i mentioned ( currently in working condition). Sometimes may hate it sometimes may love it. Like now in Cantonese-only-mode, translation= free like hell. Around 9 hours only 20 or 15 calls or less. Envy? Jealous? Hahaha. With the salary of 1000 plus for working 3 days in a week ONLY. That Ruby more awesome, last month salary 1600 plus. Damn crazy. Anyway, need to go for lunch. See ya.
P.S: Wait another decades for next reply. Muahahahahahahaha
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