Monday, October 17, 2011

Random

Gosh. This was pathetic. Is freaking 4.30am right now and i still lying on bed with eyes wide open. Which caused me a super migraine right now. I effing dont want to MC tomorrow. So i have to hypnotise myself by blogging ( via Iphone). If this post existed meaning that i failed to get myself asleep before concluding this post which I fucking dont want to. Tons happened during this week. Cousin married, shocked by juicy gossips which is pretty explosive. ( i'd given stern warnings not leak a single word out or else i have to pay a visit to the undertakers =D)

Finally, like seriously, i let go. Despite the efforts, i can. Is not that i " let go" let go, I just giving up trying. I am tired and sick of patching up every single torn parts which happened to be not my obligations but is freaking OURS, god damn it. I will not get envy anymore, cause i personally think is pretty stupid. I will not raged up, cause i dont fucking think that anyone will fucking care. I will not demand cause i am not supposed to. I will not be devastated anymore, cause i view it lightly. Pat myself whenever i did a great job. Ok. I am starting to talk nonsense now. My migraine is overwhelming me. Got to go.

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Saturday, September 3, 2011

Double Standard

I am going to skip those fancy and breathtaking openings which I feel like puking too writing it again and again. So, to summarize the topic above. I HATE DOUBLE STANDARD.싫어!!!

This is so sickening. If you hate doing something with me, just speak up or turn me down on the spot. Don't give me some masochistic answer which only a 3 year old will be convinced. Fine, let say I convinced due to your exaggerated explanation or whatsoever. But, the most frustrating part was, YOU DID THE SAMETHING AFTER YOU THREW ME THOSE FABULOUS REASONS WHICH YOU THINK IS CONVINCING ENOUGH.!!!

This is not the raging reason. You claimed that is not right and you are blue while i did something. I personally think that what I did is definitely ok. But the mind of yours think that is so not ok. Fine. I know it, loud and clear. BUT, YOU EFFING DID THE EFFING SAMETHING WHICH YOU EFFING CLAIMED THAT IS SO NOT OK.

You are challenging limit, which i personally think that is freaking not cool. Don't omit the point where I can act the same like you or even worst. Chances given but you took it as granted. Not everyone granted chances for eternity. You have to earned. I know it is not some severe cases which involved blood lust (is that the word), but I just hate it. 싫어. I freaking regret what I did. It is STUPID, BRAINLESS AND IDIOTIC. So now, I am dispelling the acts I did in haste. In layman's, just to make myself soother.



P.S: As far as I remembered, you(which may include a group, a person, or anyone) didn't even compliment me more than 5 times or even once.



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