Gosh. This was pathetic. Is freaking 4.30am right now and i still lying on bed with eyes wide open. Which caused me a super migraine right now. I effing dont want to MC tomorrow. So i have to hypnotise myself by blogging ( via Iphone). If this post existed meaning that i failed to get myself asleep before concluding this post which I fucking dont want to. Tons happened during this week. Cousin married, shocked by juicy gossips which is pretty explosive. ( i'd given stern warnings not leak a single word out or else i have to pay a visit to the undertakers =D)
Finally, like seriously, i let go. Despite the efforts, i can. Is not that i " let go" let go, I just giving up trying. I am tired and sick of patching up every single torn parts which happened to be not my obligations but is freaking OURS, god damn it. I will not get envy anymore, cause i personally think is pretty stupid. I will not raged up, cause i dont fucking think that anyone will fucking care. I will not demand cause i am not supposed to. I will not be devastated anymore, cause i view it lightly. Pat myself whenever i did a great job. Ok. I am starting to talk nonsense now. My migraine is overwhelming me. Got to go.
