This is way out of the line. Resume my deserted blog after a round fat year. I'd been reading my past post recently and it reminds me the awesome feelings when you could keep everything subtle effortlessly. So, from time to time I will try my really best to allocate sometime for this. At least a portal or a way out for me to note down the up and downs of my life.
So, how do you guys feel like growing up? For me, i used to perceive it as "the older you get, the fewer things you can laugh at". Trust me. Is not effing happening. Cause, I laughed like an asthma-attacked donkey. With tears. No joke, you could ask around. Recently, I met a pretty awesome friend which makes me look like a clown. I basically burst into laughters and almost peed in my pants. Doubts? Below is a scrap of the conversation. I am not going to put names afraid he might throttle me. No pun intended.
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Me: I need to pee and I saw you texting someone.
Him: Her, on occassions
Me: Who is her? Your mom
Him: XXX la, bastard
Me: Texting your mom is not a sin
Him: I havent ask her for the talk
Me: Who? Mom?
Him: YA, MY MOM. HAPPY NOW?
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His frustration nearly killed me cause it was down right funny. Having an awesome buddy at work is nice. You have someone till kill time with.
So, guess what? I dated and broke up again. 3 bloody months and we ended, period. We did loved each other, at least i do. Someone told me that girls are undecisive. But the broke up, she literally left me no options. Sent a long winded texts, with a conclusion " Lets be friends" . Everytime, every single time it is always a one way communication. You speak, I listen. In a relationship or any ship, mutual conversation is vital. Went on and making lame excuses about families and etc. Ranting about "Your family should not do this, but this". Fine, no point dwelling in this. Cause, i had moved on. I hope you find someone you really likes and with the traits that you favour. We did not work, doesnt mean you are not a nice girl. Perhaps we just could not click as what people thought? Anyways, thank you for giving me such an experience cause i will never forget. I dont repent cause i did nothing wrong and i have no remorse cause i knew i enjoyed that moment.
Before i go, i am going to do this again. LOL.
