I really dont know what to do now. I feel very down.. I feel barely able to breath.. I am truly failure, because I dont know who can I talk to when I was not happy and stress...
I do not know why. All my hopes or future are always frustrated by obstructs.. Why??Why??.. Why the god treat me like this?? From small till now I dont even have a calm and comfortable life. Now I just asked for a small little thing, YOU also dont even will to give me??
Why such "tragedy" always happened to me. The situation is getting worst and worst. I had known my friends for around 5 months. She fetched me everyday to school. In this 5 months her car breakdowns 4 times. SWT... The first 3 is nothing.. I still can accept it.. But this time, i mean the 4rd time is the truly most embarass moment I ever had OR you can say "very paiseh loh"..
The "tragedy" begins on my 7.10am.. I feel very surprise that she reached early than old days, so I thought we will reached early this time. Then, when we reached the highway between the Cheras toll and the Phoenix Complex( which already "gulung tikar"), the car suddenly breakdown. It cant change gear. So, we ended up stucking in the middle of the road which already very jam. The worst was we are directly oppositing the MAKTAB PDRM. Shit... We are making the road more jam. Everyone were staring and glazing us.
The most stupid was we were right infront of the stupid police station, but those stupids did not lend a hand. They saw us and just neglect us and pretending cant see us. Wtf.. Other countries police m
otto is "Serve the society", but ours are "Serve their own" = =/Geram!!!!!!!!!!!
Wuwu... My hair had gone, ruined and destroyed... This is my most shortest hair that I had after my primary school. Cham.. Actually i call her to cut little bit of my front hair.. ZAP!!! Whole of my front hair gone.. Thoroughly gone in juz a second... Terpaksa I need to change my hairstyle... Cham.... Pitty me!!!
Today, after we finished our English class we planned to watch a movie at KLCC because the next class is 4 hours later. We watched "Painted Skin". Some of my friends cry.. I also dont know what so touch.. Than we had our lunch at "Sushi King". Than we rush back for our lecture class. Than the interesting part comes.
During our journey back my friend, Evonne met a pervert. A pure, sex pervert.. Shit.. I was not there in the "progess".LoL.. I sat on the sit opposite right to her. Far from her sit, so i cant see what happen. A people (who look like imigran) stand next to her, at first she doesnt seems care about him. Than, suddenly the pervert guy show his dick to her.. Shit!!! Which already erected. Yew!!!! Why LRT always have such extra ordinary things happen?? It happens to people that I knew.... I hope i am excluded.. GAGAGA
I going to be crazy soon!!! I cant stand anymore. I really cant tahan. I also don't know what happen to me. Such feelings had troubled me recently. I cant described it briefly, but i cant roughly saiy that its suffer, it hurts and it made me cant sleep well. Almost every night, but i dont know where such feelings come from. Maybe i think too much.Anyway, such stupid feelings please stop bothering me and fxxk off. Shoo!!
My friend is planning a trip to genting highland, is organize by two of my friend. One of my friend had invited me, and i told him that I cant comfirm him yet, cause during that week I am not in a holiday. So, if I had something on than I am excluded. Another of the "organizer" didnt even mention anything with me about this trip. He is more close with me compare to the person who told me. What I thinking was, he sounds like dont want me to involved in this trip. But he doesnt mention anything, this is only what i thought. In the other hand, the other organizer is calling me to go. I feel like people also dont want me to go, I still go so "tebal muka" meh?? Maybe, I think too much. See how things going on, than i only make my decision..
Sorry for the late post, if my honey had not nagging me about my blog, I totally forgot that i own a blog.. lol.. So, I need to fill my blog with "something" so that can satisfy her.. Erm...Just talk about the latest event. Lol.. Yesterday, me and my honey went to GREENBOX. It upset because, before that day, I had made a call and did the booking for incase. So, when we reached there, the receptionist told me that the booking list without my name and even my number.. Damn! Me and my honey are hopefull to go sing, but she told us that we were without booking. So, what i did was I stand though and told her I comfirmed that I had make booking the last night. So, is your outlets responsibilities not us. Than. she gave us free one Hour in the "GREENBOX CAPSULE" and make a new booking for us. That's what I want! Is our consumer benefits!!! haha.
About my honey, many friends ask me, why dont you all just step forward and become couple?
Erm... What i think was, I enjoy our relationship now, where we are. What i can decribe our relationship was between the stage of couple and bestfriend..Lol..
Anyway, thanks for being my "honey" in my life. Lov'ya
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